30.10.10

Fuck you.

I honestly can't believe what a huge asshole you've become. Or have you always been like this? I'm just shocked you know, because I thought you were "different", or at least a good person. But it turns out you are just as stupid and empty as everybody else. I thought that you could make me happy. But you made me feel stupid, pathetic, like someone to play with. And you know what? I'm not. It goes beyond my area of knowledge how in the world could you think that I would still be some toy of yours after all that happened. I know that being angry and agressive with you is not the solution. But it's the only thing I can think of, because you just can't give me a break. By annoying me you are not going to win me over, because the only thing you win is my anger and my hate. I hate you so much sometimes that I would literally tear your face off or breake you a limb or something. I would do it. But I would be suspended. So I'm not going to do it. And if I pull toghether some guts, don't doubt for a second that I will tell you EVERYTHING. And when I say everything, I mean everything. I'll make clear the fact that you just can't play with someone like that. Because while I get drown in my own bile you live your life happily with your new toy. And so, from your perspective, I'm at your fucking feet. Wich is great for you but sucks for me. So STOP that little game of yours. STOP treating me like some little doll with wich you can do whatever the hell you want. I'm not your toy. So fuck you. Fuck You. FUCK YOU.

1 comentario:

  1. and when i say everything, i mean EVERYTHING.
    don't be mad at me but which goes with H. sorry, i had to say that. it's in my nature. i remember when we used to talk in English on the phone hahaha.
    goddammit i love you. peace out.

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